Ashley Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 (edited) I might be leaving 6 months to go to in-patient therapy so i can get the help i need to stop self harming.as some of you know i've been self harming for years, and i went to the hospital back in april to hopefully get better, but it didn't work. i ended up relapsing a couple weeks later.the other night i ended up cutting up my entire forearm. it's getting worse. (the spoiler is a picture of how bad it's getting.) the other day i broke down and showed my mom. she's very scared, and so am i. :/she broke my heart when she said this to me, "you don't know what it's like to wake up every morning and being scared to go into your room because i'm scared of what i might see." :/ please pray for me guys i'm very scared, but i know this is what's best for me. Edited September 26, 2011 by Ashley Link to post Share on other sites
Jade Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 I'm very sorry to hear this. I hope it all works out for you. I also hope you'll be okay! Again i'm sorry to hear this. :/ Link to post Share on other sites
Arie Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 OMG Ashley I had no idea. I will pray for you!! I love you!!! I hope everything works out well!! I will keep you in my thoughts! Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 26, 2011 Author Share Posted September 26, 2011 I'm very sorry to hear this. I hope it all works out for you. I also hope you'll be okay! Again i'm sorry to hear this. :/thank you. i hope it works out too. i'm just so nervous 6 months is a long time to be away from home OMG Ashley I had no idea. I will pray for you!! I love you!!! I hope everything works out well!! I will keep you in my thoughts! thank you <3 i love you too. Link to post Share on other sites
Emmas Friend Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 Six months is quite a long time, but if thats what it takes to help you get better, you gotta do it. Do it for yourself, your family and all your friends on here. Lots of Hugs and Best Wishes from me Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 26, 2011 Author Share Posted September 26, 2011 thank you. and yeah it is long, which is why i'm so scareD Link to post Share on other sites
Moritz Posted September 26, 2011 Share Posted September 26, 2011 Ohh I´m sorry to hear this.I never suspected that from you,because you´re looking so happy on your pictures.I hope it gets better.I´ll pray for you Lots of best wishes. Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 26, 2011 Author Share Posted September 26, 2011 thank you for the prayers. yeah it's a shock when anyone finds out about it. i guess i hide it well :/ Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 27, 2011 Author Share Posted September 27, 2011 i have a friend from school that actually went to this treatment center and loved it.she said it really helped her alot! that's good news to hear.i'm sending out my application tomorrow.do you guys want me to keep you updated on the progress? Link to post Share on other sites
130671 Posted September 29, 2011 Share Posted September 29, 2011 Well I knew you were not "ok" in the strict sense of the word....but 6 months of therapy is a long time. And didn't you just start college? Seems unfair....I sure hope you will keep us updated. And post a pic now and then. ( Eyeliner \m/ ! ) Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 29, 2011 Author Share Posted September 29, 2011 yeah 6 months is a long time. there's no guarantee that ill be there for 6 months, it just depends on my treatment plan. and ill try. i know i'll get some internet time while i'm there so i'll keep you all updated when i can. i'm waiting for them to call me about a phone interview. so that's the next step as of now. Link to post Share on other sites
Rose Posted September 29, 2011 Share Posted September 29, 2011 I have never "talked" to you here in this forum, but I hope you will find the strength to go through this and hopefully you will feel much better soon! You can overcome this Link to post Share on other sites
Ashley Posted September 29, 2011 Author Share Posted September 29, 2011 thank you Link to post Share on other sites
wouldwife/10 Posted September 29, 2011 Share Posted September 29, 2011 I really dont understand this, so I cant be of much help, but good luck. Link to post Share on other sites
hobbitses Posted September 30, 2011 Share Posted September 30, 2011 good luck with everything 6 months is a long time, but if it helps you its really worth it Link to post Share on other sites
Mia Posted October 28, 2011 Share Posted October 28, 2011 Im soooooooooooo sorry to hear that Ashely.But be brave and optimistic!we will pray for you.Good luck.Everything will go just fine. Link to post Share on other sites
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