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i'm going into a treatment center for an eating disorder and self harm.

i'm extremely nervous and scared you guys :( and is it weird that i'm sad i can't come on here while i'm gone?

i don't really know what to say, i just needed to get it out because i feel like i'm going to explode.

i just found out today and i'm trying to stop myself from crying every 2 minutes. :/

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Dear Ashley. You are a strong person and I know and believe that you are going to pull this through. I hope that the special treatment will help you with your personal problems and I hope that you will be able to recover.

 

God Bless. :)

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Hi,

 

I don't know you but I have eating disorders too. I want to send you all my hope and my bravery and my energy, because I do know how it can destroy you. Take care, don't stop trying, you'll make it.

 

In France, patients are allowed to use their computer/cell phone if they "behave" and improve their diet in most hospitals. Is it very different for you . Anyway, maybe it'll help you to come back to real life, because when you're depressed it is sometimes easier to escape in a virtual world.

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i'm going into a treatment center for an eating disorder and self harm.

i'm extremely nervous and scared you guys :( and is it weird that i'm sad i can't come on here while i'm gone?

i don't really know what to say, i just needed to get it out because i feel like i'm going to explode.

i just found out today and i'm trying to stop myself from crying every 2 minutes. :/

 

Aw Ashley!!!!!! Wow I hope everything is going to be okay. I will keep you in my prayers! I love you so much girl!!! Be strong! I know you will get through it because you are an amazing girl! I hope this will be avoid experience for you Hun! I wish you could come on here so I could support you in some way. If there is anything I can do please please let me know!!!

 

On a side know, I suffered with an eating dissorder a few years ago. I know how hard it can be. You are not alone!! Love you!!!

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thank you guys.

if any of you want i can PM you the mailing address and you can write my letters.

ill be able to use the phone on weekends and i'll be able to use the old fashion snail mail haha

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I dont know you personally but would still like to wish you the needed strength to pass this!

Try to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Im confident that this treatment will help you a lot, so chin up young lady.

 

Im also sure that all your friends will be with you during that periode so take the memories with you, they'll help a lot and brighten the days.

 

Best wishes and blessing, Volker

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Good luck ashley, and God bless. I'm happy you're getting the treatment you need. God will help you through! You might resent it at first but I think in the end you'll be happy you went.

 

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maybe you can get a new bestfriend, since the old bestfriend is hurting you, if u know what i mean.

 

scary as it is, you have lots of people backing you up so its you+your friends vs one scary thing, i'd say you'll win hands down

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Heck with the internet, your health is number 1. What I write you was mentioned in the comments above, don't loose faith and get well.

Maybe they will let you use the net if you behave well like Jo said. Anyway, I'm sure you will get through this.

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maybe you can get a new bestfriend, since the old bestfriend is hurting you, if u know what i mean.

 

scary as it is, you have lots of people backing you up so its you+your friends vs one scary thing, i'd say you'll win hands down

 

I couldn't have said it better then Ardi! Time for a new bestfriend Hun!!!!! I have so much faith in you, and I know you can do it!!!

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on the contrary you will find you identity again ! and i'm not worried about how many friends you'll get then, but I know what you mean.

 

when I was really into the disease, I realised one day that I had changed : I was becoming kind of mean thinking and talking about people while I used to be the one who listens to others for hours trying to find a solution to any issue, I was nervous, impatient... And I had no longer energy to do the things I love.

 

So I hope you will lose something during this treatment, and you know that I'm not talking about weight (because honnestly, who cares about his/her best friend's weight ?). And I can tell you, I'm pretty sure you will discover many other things such as... You ! And i bet it's worth it !

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